Hi! My name is Jenna and I am 24 years old. I am in a relationship with a wonderful man. We have been together for close to 2 years now. Both of which I have been a big fat cow. lol. Not really. It’s funny how the way you see yourself in your mind and the way you really look can be so different. For a long time I didn’t see how fat I was getting cause in my mind I was still skinny. Then I would see pictures of me or catch a glimpse of a fat person in a shop window and realize that fat person is me. We recently moved to KS and it seems this is where they have been hiding all the super models. I have felt really bad about myself for the last couple weeks and even though I have tried and failed before I have decided to try again. This time failure is not an option. I am tired of being sad and feeling down. So, I have decided I WILL lose weight. Right now I am working on portion control.. There is no reason why I should sit down to eat enough food to feed a 3rd world country. Lol