polaar-snwwhte17
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Anyway, I'm 17 and I am 'obese'. Well medically anyway.
I weigh almost 200 lbs/ 92 kg for 5ft 8-9/ 1m73... yikes!!
And essentially I'm dead tired of being this way. Compared to many other peeps, my reasons for weight loss are less serious but I don't want to continue: feeling like shit because of my overly saturated shit nutrition, having this unaesthetic fat stretch marked body, having to dress in the plus size section (meaning, not looking good ever and not being able to wear that much that you like), being tired more easily, not being able to enjoy sports as much (I used to be very athletic, and i loved it), being so pathetically weak and a fat little loser, not risking to throw my life away with diabetes (I want to keep all my limbs, not have to take sugar shots, like any sane person), I want to feel better about myself, I want to look cool and nice, exc...
I've tried for a while to lose weight, but I haven't been able to keep up the effort. Mostly to blame, my all or nothing approach. It's either I pig my face, or behave like borderline dead anorexic, that purges everything and work outs till she faints. It's only recently I've been able to start recognizing little successes such as eating 1800 cal instead of 3000. Not pigging my face after realizing I failed to only eat 100 cal in a whole day and to work out like a crazy mofo.
But currently I eat like a pig, and that is really hard to change, I NEED HELP WITH THAT. But the only positive thing is that I go to the gym 5 times a week for 1-2 h work out. In my opinion no enough, but that's what I am allowed to do. My parents don't want me to exercice to much there.
Oh well..
Anyway, since I do want to lose weight, I have goals. And since I'm that kind of crazy impatient chick (I used to be ana, and had a thigh gap) that could theoretically starve themselves if needed and succeed, I'll ive myself 6 months for this.
CW: 92 kg GW: 50-55 kg aka CW: 190 lbs GW: 120 lbs (CBMI: 30 GBMI: 18)
I weigh almost 200 lbs/ 92 kg for 5ft 8-9/ 1m73... yikes!!
And essentially I'm dead tired of being this way. Compared to many other peeps, my reasons for weight loss are less serious but I don't want to continue: feeling like shit because of my overly saturated shit nutrition, having this unaesthetic fat stretch marked body, having to dress in the plus size section (meaning, not looking good ever and not being able to wear that much that you like), being tired more easily, not being able to enjoy sports as much (I used to be very athletic, and i loved it), being so pathetically weak and a fat little loser, not risking to throw my life away with diabetes (I want to keep all my limbs, not have to take sugar shots, like any sane person), I want to feel better about myself, I want to look cool and nice, exc...
I've tried for a while to lose weight, but I haven't been able to keep up the effort. Mostly to blame, my all or nothing approach. It's either I pig my face, or behave like borderline dead anorexic, that purges everything and work outs till she faints. It's only recently I've been able to start recognizing little successes such as eating 1800 cal instead of 3000. Not pigging my face after realizing I failed to only eat 100 cal in a whole day and to work out like a crazy mofo.
But currently I eat like a pig, and that is really hard to change, I NEED HELP WITH THAT. But the only positive thing is that I go to the gym 5 times a week for 1-2 h work out. In my opinion no enough, but that's what I am allowed to do. My parents don't want me to exercice to much there.
Oh well..
Anyway, since I do want to lose weight, I have goals. And since I'm that kind of crazy impatient chick (I used to be ana, and had a thigh gap) that could theoretically starve themselves if needed and succeed, I'll ive myself 6 months for this.
CW: 92 kg GW: 50-55 kg aka CW: 190 lbs GW: 120 lbs (CBMI: 30 GBMI: 18)
