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Ray2

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Hello,

My name is Ray, I'm 24 years old and I suffer from Social anxiety, Depression and Dyslexia. I'm asking for $700 so I can get me a treadmill. I need a treadmill so I can get more fit I'm insecure about myself, I feel horrible when I'm near people because I don't like how I look
I'm sure they don't like it also, I need this because I want be more healthy but there is just so much
I can do at home.

I lift weights everyday 6 days a week, I try to eat better but the problem is cardio, I stopped drinking everything
but water it's been a year and I am dedicated but I need more help, that's why I am here, I've tried to get a job during all this. At my first interview they told me it was a fast pace job, pointed out that I wouldn't be best because of my health. I also need to get my GED but I am selling things to help me get that, I feel like if I had this treadmill not only will it help me reach my fitness goal it will help me build confidence, and maybe have less social anxiety so I can go out and get a job, go back to school and most importantly start my life.

No one really will understand what it's like unless they go through this themselves but it is so hard for me,
I'm not lazy, I've tried a lot to go outside and around people but even at the interview with 2 people my hands were shaking and I couldn't stop moving and my breathing got really hard to do. Them pointing out my health was an issue really hurt my self-esteem, I feel like no one will hire me because of how I look and I need to work on myself. If I can get help so I can start working and living my life I will help others, I enjoy helping people online, I just can't in-person because of these things stopping me. I'll appreciate any help you can offer.

Thank you.

https://www.gofundme.com/Saray
 
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