Hi, everyone!!! My best friend told me about your little group here and I find it wonderful that everyone here gives so much encouragement. I am too suffering with an overweight issue. I really would like to lose weight but can't seem to control myself around food!!! Three years ago I weighed 215lbs and got down to 172lbs. But now I have gained since then and am now up to 190lbs. I don't want to hit the 200 mark but at the same time I feel as though I need to eat. I recently went through a divorce(2004), lost a child (ectopic pregnancy 2003) and found out I have a rare uterian abnormaility making it very difficult or if all to become pregnant (2004). When all this started happening I notice I started gaining more and more. I am so disgusted at myself and just feel sick everytime I look in the mirror. I blame my over-eating and my addiction to food due to these events that happened in my life....but I know they are just excuses!!! I really would like some advice as to how I can accomplish my goal. I would like to lose 30lbs by July....any pointers???