when you gained weight. not muscle weight but fat. I feel like giving up. I dont want to lose all the weight again and gain it back. i have a problem with that. lol. once i get down to like 155 or 158 my body goes crazy and eats everything!! lol. i was able to control it but this minth i just went crazy! hahaha. i just dont want to lose it again and then gain it back again! im always so close but then i get dragged right back. makes me FREAKIN PISS!