Testosterone Rules
I am a Graphic Designer.
I am the production artist for one of the top commercial real estate companies in Atlanta. I graduated from college 4 years ago. God knows I feel old
I work Monday through Friday, regular hours, 8:30 to 5:30. I get up real early so no time for cardio in the mornings on an empty stomach unfortunately, except on the weekends. I get home at around 6:00 pm, and am at the gym by 6:30, 7:00.
I am at the gym untl they kick me out
They close @ 10:00 pm so i joined another 24 hour spot and so I altenrnate. By the time i get home it is somewhere around 11:00- 11:30 pm. I am usually so tired and ready to eat, fix my food for the next day and hit the sack.
I do cook but nothing fancy, i fix oatmeal, turkey sandwiches, tuna salad, cottage cheese and fruit and all that good stuff, i pack it all up and its ready to go. I don't manage to cook some good chicken or lean beef and steem veggies to take to work with me though. but i do fix those meals over the weekends so they are ready during the course of my week and that saves me alot of time. I don't like to be up late because i need 8 hours of sleep.
The gym is my whole life. I wish i could do this full time. I did shoulders and traps last night and i got a good cardio afterwards.
i do my cardio at least 5 times a week on alternating days between my training and after my training on training days except on leg day.
I had these guys come up to me last night at the gym and ask me if i was training for a competition. They said my legs were awesome. They wanted to watch me do seated calf raises. They said they had watched me do them before and could not believe their eyes. I can do 180lb seated calf raises..(4 x 45lb)
which is freaky!
I had this girl look at me like: "WHAT THE F***?!!!"
lol
But...to be honest with you Panman, it gets lonely, it really does. I broke up with my ex bf because he could not keep up with my lifestyle. I spent no time with him at all and i felt bad about it all he time. I could not change his way of life to suit me and he couldn't change his. I broke up with him because i didn't want to hurt him anymore. I spent more time at the gym than i did with him and we LIVED TOGETHER! Terrible.
My current bf, we have alot in common, we're both gym rats and body building is our life, but, it don't feel about him the way i felt about my ex...doesn't life suck?
oh well *sigh*
Sometimes you wonder what is more important, loving the person you are with and meeting them half way to make a relationship work, or loving yourself and what you want for you.
I think if i can't be happy with myself, i can't make anyone happy. If i am an addict then maybe there is someone out there just like me that i CAN love...
who knows, i'm getting carried away. This is worldfitness.com not imlonleyashell.com
as i was saying:
I do the 100% Whole wheat, no sugar, no fat toast with lean pastrami and sun dried tomatoes at work...yum
i have soy milk with one scoop of 100% whey protein, a banana, high fiber and protein cereal with a cap full of vanilla extract in the morning.
During the course of my day, i have a trioplex whole grain bar as a full meal with lots of water
Isopur protein shake and a tablespoon of flax seed oil before my workouts
extra glutamine before bedtime
grilled salmon for my fats and string beans for dinner...
lovin it...his is a typical daily nutritional intake for me
i never eat out
i don't drink
i do my multi vitamin, my calcium and my fatburners..throw in some ephedrine every now and then
it's like having a family, a love affair, a fulltime and partime job, and a pet
but i would't give it up for the world.
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