I know, I know, I FREAKING know my body is lying to me. I have been through this pain before. I have felt and seen the results, but good lord these hungry pains at night are killing me.
I don't crave cookies and ice cream. I don't want chocolate. PFFT, take that desire for pie some where else.
I want man food. No i NEED it, and damnit i feel entitled to it.
I am tired of chicken and vegetables, the late night protein shake, and the eggs for breakfast.
I want a proper meal. With fuc@ing real food. You remeber the kind that didn't leave you hungry 2 hours later. My hillbilly ass wants bacon and deepfried anything... literally do your shoes i don't care.
GodHamlet why does it have to be so hard painful.
They say go to sleep, it will be better in the morning. I intellectually know this. I understand it, i grasp it, my brain recognizes this concept. Why does my stomach refuse to be my friend in this?
Why does doing the right thing have to be so hard?
This hitch fest was for me. I get it, this personal journey is just me taking the medicine for poor choices previously made. I just needed to vent.
Nick
I don't crave cookies and ice cream. I don't want chocolate. PFFT, take that desire for pie some where else.
I want man food. No i NEED it, and damnit i feel entitled to it.
I am tired of chicken and vegetables, the late night protein shake, and the eggs for breakfast.
I want a proper meal. With fuc@ing real food. You remeber the kind that didn't leave you hungry 2 hours later. My hillbilly ass wants bacon and deepfried anything... literally do your shoes i don't care.
GodHamlet why does it have to be so hard painful.
They say go to sleep, it will be better in the morning. I intellectually know this. I understand it, i grasp it, my brain recognizes this concept. Why does my stomach refuse to be my friend in this?
Why does doing the right thing have to be so hard?
This hitch fest was for me. I get it, this personal journey is just me taking the medicine for poor choices previously made. I just needed to vent.
Nick