extremely depressed and insecure

sjlmr3

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It's gotten so bad about my self image I can no longer look at my self in the mirror. I feel like my body looks one way, then I see myself in pics and it's like I can not even recognize myself. I've worked my way into an eating disorder. I'm afraid to ear thinking that even if I ear one small meal a day I'm going to gay weight. My disorder is lack of eating. I'd rather live on water alone.

I work out everyday but and still about 50 lbs over weight. I do not know what to do.
 
thank you! i will give it a shot! happy holidays!
 
Hi, I just stumbled upon this board today while looking up something and your message was the first I saw. So before looking at any other posts, I have to respond to yours because I feel so strongly that you should never starve yourself. You need to eat, but you need to eat the right foods! Your body needs fuel! When I lost my weight, I could not believe how depressed I was before I lost the weight, I had no idea. Weight, dieting, etc takes a huge toll on you. I eat only plant-based foods and feel amazing! Going vegan was the best decision ever! I eat as much as I want, I do not count calories and I never feel deprived. I also have a lot of energy and for the first time in my life, I am genuinely happy and confident. Guess what? I used to dread having my picture taken but now, I really don't mind as much, LOL! So please don't starve yourself, eating disorders are very consuming and they cause much more damage than you think. {hugs} you can do this, but you can do it the right way and come out glowing!
 
Hi, I just stumbled upon this board today while looking up something and your message was the first I saw. So before looking at any other posts, I have to respond to yours because I feel so strongly that you should never starve yourself. You need to eat, but you need to eat the right foods! Your body needs fuel! When I lost my weight, I could not believe how depressed I was before I lost the weight, I had no idea. Weight, dieting, etc takes a huge toll on you. I eat only plant-based foods and feel amazing! Going vegan was the best decision ever! I eat as much as I want, I do not count calories and I never feel deprived. I also have a lot of energy and for the first time in my life, I am genuinely happy and confident. Guess what? I used to dread having my picture taken but now, I really don't mind as much, LOL! So please don't starve yourself, eating disorders are very consuming and they cause much more damage than you think. {hugs} you can do this, but you can do it the right way and come out glowing!

Thank you. not sure if im ready to make the cold jump to vegan but i am formatting a healthy diet. thank you for all your kind words!
 
Hi, hope is what I found when I was able to see love inside of me. I had to change the picture of my mind's view of how I saw myself. The picture perfect body in good health is what I had to see. I sat quietly with my eyes closed, took some deep breaths, affirmed five times out loud: I am made whole in my mind, body, and all my relationships. Thank you God. I connected what I was saying by seeing it in my imagination. what I was saying connected to what I was thinking. This I practiced in the morning and at night. Our mind has the power to control our body. Our own immune system can help us to achieve our goal. I kept fresh flowers around the house to help me keep from feeling low. I had to love myself at whatever size I was, encourage myself, but it took practice. It is always safe to follow up with your health care professional to make sure you stay healthy. Hope. deborahfearon62
 
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