hi guys, all of my life i have been overweight till i reached a wooping 220 pounds..i gotten the weight down through ups and downs in 2 years,now i currently weigh around 135pounds (i'm 19 and 5'5) and these two weeks..ive been eating a LOT and drowning my sorrow into food and im dealthy afraid of gaining it back. i try talking to myself but it doesnt work..and it doesnt help that i have a lot of social events that have a bucketload of food. now i just feel like a pig who's a complete failure.i try to get back on track..but i cant. i still dont eat fast food at all(but i hate salads)..but its the dessert i cant resist and right now,ive lost all hope..can someone please help me?i'm depeserate for any advice.