hi! i am new to the forum...this is my first post. i generally think that i have a good intellectual understanding of nutrition, exercise, and how to have a healthy lifestyle. i don't always do such a good job applying what i already know, however. i am a dancer (not a ballerina) and have gotten a lot of education about the body and nutrition. needless to say, i have always been a pretty active person. now i'm a bit older and have more breaks between my dancing jobs. when i am dancing it is pretty easy to lose/maintain weight.
here's my issue. when i was 19 i developed anorexia. it never got too severe and i was never hospitalized. i am a 5'7" female and between the ages of 19-25 i weighed about 115-120 lbs. not horrible...but 20 lbs lighter than i weighed all through high school. as i got older and started dancing professionally, i developed this bad habit of really over eating while i was on a break from working. i would gain 15 lbs in 3 weeks, then lose 15 in 3 weeks when i would start rehearsing for my next job. i've done this cycle twice now. i'm not here to discuss my bad habits, and i don't need someone to tell me that what i have been doing is unhealthy...i realize that.
now i am trying to lose weight in a healthy way to get ready for my wedding. i am not dancing now so i do cardio on the elliptical 6-7 days a week for 50-60 mins. i also do pilates for an hour twice a week. i eat about 1200 cals a day. so far about once a week i have ended up eating 1700 in a day. i started at 143 lbs and i have lost 7-8 lbs in about 5 weeks, but i have hit a plateau.
i am concerned that because of all my starvation in the past, and my constant weight fluctuation that my metabolism is quite slow and doesn't know how to lose weight unless i'm eating less than 1000 cals a day or if i'm dancing (burning a ton). i don't want to revert back to unhealthy eating habits, but i'm nervous that if i keep doing what i am now i will not lose anymore weight before my wedding in 6 weeks. people are always writing that if you eat more (reasonably) you'll lose more, but what i'm doing now has always worked quickly for me in the past.
i'm feeling very frustrated. i am eating healthy and exercising to little results. i'm not sure what i should do different or if the damage is done and i have to live with it.
here's my issue. when i was 19 i developed anorexia. it never got too severe and i was never hospitalized. i am a 5'7" female and between the ages of 19-25 i weighed about 115-120 lbs. not horrible...but 20 lbs lighter than i weighed all through high school. as i got older and started dancing professionally, i developed this bad habit of really over eating while i was on a break from working. i would gain 15 lbs in 3 weeks, then lose 15 in 3 weeks when i would start rehearsing for my next job. i've done this cycle twice now. i'm not here to discuss my bad habits, and i don't need someone to tell me that what i have been doing is unhealthy...i realize that.
now i am trying to lose weight in a healthy way to get ready for my wedding. i am not dancing now so i do cardio on the elliptical 6-7 days a week for 50-60 mins. i also do pilates for an hour twice a week. i eat about 1200 cals a day. so far about once a week i have ended up eating 1700 in a day. i started at 143 lbs and i have lost 7-8 lbs in about 5 weeks, but i have hit a plateau.
i am concerned that because of all my starvation in the past, and my constant weight fluctuation that my metabolism is quite slow and doesn't know how to lose weight unless i'm eating less than 1000 cals a day or if i'm dancing (burning a ton). i don't want to revert back to unhealthy eating habits, but i'm nervous that if i keep doing what i am now i will not lose anymore weight before my wedding in 6 weeks. people are always writing that if you eat more (reasonably) you'll lose more, but what i'm doing now has always worked quickly for me in the past.
i'm feeling very frustrated. i am eating healthy and exercising to little results. i'm not sure what i should do different or if the damage is done and i have to live with it.