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char239

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OK Well I must say this feels quite strange but here goes!!

When I decided to start cohens it was after my Dad made a comment to me on my Mums 50th bday he said"Crikey for a minute there charmaine I thought you looked like your aunty". Well I took the comment in and put on a brave face as I always had done!! But when I went home I cried and cried and thought how horrible he was to say that, But it was the best thing he could of done because it got me really thinking about it and made me more determined to do something about it!!

Oh I forgot too mention that i got my husband to take photos of me in my bathers, he took front side and back pics and I do have to agree with my Dad that from behind I definately did look like my aunty. I pinned the photo of myself on the fridge to remind myself what I looked liked.

I also had been trying for a year or so to conceive our second child but it was not happening, so I ate comfort food to make me feel better! Then on top of that my husband had been working away and a young missy wouldnt leave him alone even after he moved back home again, so with my marriage in crisis I really did look at myself and say you really need to do something about your health and ALAS that is when I decided to do Cohens.
My sis in law had done it and I thought I can do this too, I really need to do this, in the mean time I had spoken to my best buddy about it and she really wanted to do it too, So we both signed up together and started our wonderful journey to become healthy and happier people.

My start weight was 115kg OMG! I am 164cm tall so my weight range is between 60-63 Which I dont ever recall being that weight in my life, so it kind of freaks me out to get to that weight but I am sure I will be ok!
I lost 10 kilos in the first month which was sooo exciting, i didnt even think it was hard and I never really got any headaches cravings etc, the only thing was I had to deal with my boredom, but that soon diminished when I started back at work after not working for 2 1/2 years after having my daughter.

My next month I lost 9 kilos and I was feeling really great and was looking forward to xmas to see my parents and show them the weight I had lost so it was head down bum up to get more weight off. I also weighed less than when I fell pregnant with our first child and I weighed less than when I married my husband so was very excited.
Well I didnt think Xmas would effect me so much and I caved in but not big amounts of food (no excuse I know) I only lost 4kgs which was disappointing but I knew I had to expect that since I had deviated.

Since then I have had trouble sticking to my cohens, I would most the time but then times when I couldnt be bothered I would just have what I felt like. Anyway since Xmas I have lost another 9 kilos, I tell myself I could be finished by now had I not deviated but I really must focus on the road ahead and NO DEVIATIONS.:eek:

I do thing I am strong for staying with it though because had it been any other diet I would have quit because it got too hardor I deviated too many times, but not this time I really really want to get to the end (which sometimes i would think why are u deviating if u want to get to the end) .

So now I have done four straight days of no deviating I would like to say that I am feeling really really great and am actually looking forward to seeing my consultant next week and hopefully at the end of the next four weeks I will be at my goal or close to it and I will be able to start me refeed!!:D

This has been my journey so far and having lost 32 kilos and must say I am very proud of myself!! I think we all should be very proud of ourselves, those just starting, those who are in the middle, those who have deviated and got back on the program and those who have got to their goal and completed their refeed!!

WOW I dont know where all this came from I think what Fatcat and Minny said is right, if you just start typing something a whole lot blurts out!! I must say I feel much better for doing this and wished I had done it when I had started the program.

All the very best to everyone

:D Char:D
 
Hi Char,
You have done Sooo Sooo Well!! Congratulations on getting back on the wagon, you will get to goal in no time!
I too deviated over Christmas and I can totally relate to how hard it is to get back into the swing of things and stay true to the program 100% after deviating.
For those of you who haven't deviated and are thinking about it and that it wont hurt... It will!!! I should have finished in the 2nd week of Feb but because of my lapses (especially around that TOM) I have only just finished now.
Char you must be so proud of yourself you have lost so much already. I am 164cm as well but my goal was between 57 and 60. It is a little daunting to think that you will be that small but when you get there you will be sooo amazed! - I can't stop looking at my reflection it still blows me away that the person looking back at me is so slim now! You will love it girl and so will your hubby!!! My boyfriend could never keep his hands to himself, but now - OMG!!! He is even more outa control!!! He chases me around the kitchen table!!! hahahaaaa - Can get a little annoying though!!
Anyways head down and bum up girl and you will be looking supa sexy and slim and stunning and gorgeous so soon!!

Mel
 
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MellyP Thankyou soo much for your kind words it made me fell all warm and fuzzy hehe:D
Yesterday in my spare room I was folding clothes and I caught a glimpse of my rearend in the mirror and I thought WOW that doesnt look half bad, then I kept looking to make sure it still looked good lol:D sounds a bit wierd HEY.

I have had a good day today I feel really great!!! Work was pretty full on as usual but ya get that I suppose.
I am making a Birthday cake tomorrow for my friends nieces 18th bday and I actually dont feel any temptation at all which I think is great because it is my favourite chocolate cake recipe in the whole entire world!!! I am actually getting paid to make it which is nice because the past 2 months I have made family bday cakes out of the goodness of my heart (believe me I was so over once all the bdays where over) so to get paid is rewarding.
This is my 5th day straight since getting back onto the program properly I can already see and feel the benefits and I think to myself why did u deviate at all when eating healthy makes you feel so much better! I think working in confectionery (which includes chips and cooldrink and bikkies) is making me stronger because whenever i get a smell of chocolate or sweet lollies I tell myself they smell gross and I try to put it out of my mind. Chips are (or were) my weakness but working with them doesnt really tempt me.

Well I think I have dribbled enough about my day so far so I better go do some housework coz it aint gonna do itself now is it??:eek:


Happiness and hugs to everyone

Char
 
hahahahaha CHAR i can totally relate to the bum thing!!!

when i was work last week my friend said to me 'gosh i am so jealous of your bum its so small now!' i was thinking is this girl gone crazy?? maybe shes trying to make me feel better? but later on i looked at it in the bathroom mirror and it really did look small and cute! hahaha i was wearing black skinny leg jeans too which made it seem that much smaller!

haha its so funny when youve gone so so long being a fatty poombah that when your body just gets smaller you dont realise these things !

sounds like your having a terrifc day you go girl!

lotsa love
caroline xx
 
Hi Char

5 days straight - good on you !
You have done so well so far so keep going.
I started this program with my sister , she deviated real bad for 3 days straight and is now finding it so hard to get back into it. I warned her not to do it, all our lives we have dieted together and we came to the conclusion that we always do so well when we start a diet but the minute we get a taste of a different food, we can never get back into it and this has happened to her (again). This is why I have not deviated at all in 7 weeks. Chips and chocolate are my weakness but I have convinced myself that i will get sick if I eat them. The other night my husband was out and I was home alone. I was bored so I started thinking about food (such an automatic thought) I was thinking what I could have, so I remembered some turkish delight in the fridge from christmas, I so nearly went to get a piece and thought OMG what am I doing? my body has not had any sugar in 7 weeks, what if i start having fits and start frothing at the mouth... this scared me so I came into this forum instead. I love this forum!

I'm so sorry for hijacking your diary and going on and on.
Good Luck with the rest of your weight loss, I will be following your progress as your result so far is very inspirational.
Annie Lusion
 
Fatcat I find it strange indeed I just keep looking at myself in the mirror whereas before I hated it I only looked in there to do my hair or makeup LOL!!
Its nice to see the body shrinking HEY!!

AnnieFunny you should say that about the turkish delight because only just 20 mins ago I was thinking about deviating and I came straight to the computer and had a look inn the forum then just played a couple of games of cards to take my mind off it!! Late afternoon and evenings Oh and weekends are my hardest times of all!! My friend started the program at the same time as me and she is nearly at refeed, but she keeps deviating and I told her to stick with it you are nearly there but it doesnt seem to help, she has alot of stressful things happening and I know she trying to stay with it, but I get a little disappointed when she deviates it sounds nasty but I so want her to finish and be healthy and happy with herself and life and I know her 3 boys want that too. As long as I am there for her thats the main thing I suppose..

Anway must go prepare tea now that I killed time and didnt deviate WOW am so proud of myself!!!!
Might check in later

:D Char:D
 
Oh Yay Girly....you figured it out!!!! LOL...What did i tell you about just jumping in and starting to type....see...it just all comes spewing out..lol

Well done to you, and i've loved reading your story so far. Can't wait for the next installment, and good on you for going 5 days straight. You'll be at re-feed in no time...xxxx
 
LOST! 1 BUTT,
if found, do NOT return to rightful owner. :eek:

That's been my mantra for the past few weeks, can't believe my behind either, or lack thereof. Well done Char. :D
 
Char, Congratulations on the job you are doing. I just wanted to chime in of the TOM issue. I've been on Cohen's 7 weeks. The weekends and TOM can be so hard. Realized I need some more hobbies! Enjoyed your post(s). Keep up the great work!! :) Andrea
 
:( :( WHAT A WEEKEND!!!

I have decided to not make anymore cakes until I have finished this program, as it is way to hard for me to resist!! I made this cake and stuffed it up so then I felt stressed over it (it was for an 18th) so I deivated well this continued until Sunday :eek: :eek: I KNOW I KNOW I need to have some will power.
I think in my mind why are you doing this and I try to resist but I think the devil in me takes over and away I go. I wonder if my mind could be seriously affected by this program because it really is your mind controlling everything, I find my mind gets tired of trying to keep me on track OMG I think I dont even know what I am talking about its really not coming out how I am thinking it.

All I know is If I want to get to the end so much why do I deviate when I know this halts the progress. I want to get to goal weight, I dont ever want to go back to where I was, I want to try for a second baby, I want to be healthy, I cant wait to play netball again, SO If I want all these things Why am I stopping myself from gettting there???? So many questions no wonder my head feels tired sometimes.

Lonni,bybye and minny Thanks for your kind words and support!!

You would think that coming into the forum and writing my thoughts and reading other peoples thoughts that it would help to stay on correct path!!
I have had hardly any sleep and I am feeling cranky with everyone, the end of the week is TOM so I think that is contributing to the crankiness because I have noticed that I usually get that a week before I get it and I find I dont lose any weight either but that doesnt bother me, deviating does though.

Anyway I have no idea what I have just said I think I have confused myself considerably LOL, I need to decide what to have for tea which I dont feel like anything cohens (I know Bad hey) Maybe I will have chicken soup that might warm the cockels of my heart LOL

Alright must get out of here before it gets way way worse

I hope everyone else is doing great

:( Char:(
 
Char,
Hang in there you have done so well so far, get it together girl.
I have seen this happen to my sister and she is finding it so hard to get back on track, so write off the last few days and start all over again ASAP.

Your result so far has been fantastic and you and so many others in here have made it so easy for people like me to come in here and be motivated and inspired by such great results.

Take care and chin up you are sooooooooo nearly there!

Annie_Lusion
 
nevermind char the weekend was the weekend at least you realised what you did and you can learn from the experience

NO MORE CAKE COOKING!!!!! :)

when your done you can bake me one of your deliecious cakes and send it through the post :)

chin up arse into gear and happy losing! xx

carolinex
 
Hi Char,

How's it going?
Haven't heard from you for a while, hope all is going ok.

Annie Lusion
 
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