Demoralised And Sad
Haiz.. I was so close to refeed and in the end, I started deviating... Was just 1.5kg away and i had to give myself away like that. Now, I have gained 2.5kg and i urgently needs it to go away.. Pls give me strength. NOw that I have deviated, my brain always tells me to eat more.. and worse, NIGHT is when I start to eat things thats not allowed.
I feel demoralised wtih my weight gain, I feel fat and sad.. I wanna be slim and beautiful.. pls help.. GIVE ME STRENGTH!!