Build Me - An Ongoing Journey
Hello.
A little over a year ago I couldn't care less about my body. I was 17, starting my senior year in high school, 5'6.5" and weighed 210lbs. In September, I'm not quite sure how, but something changed and I started to care. My goal? To lose weight, and keep losing weight, and keep losing weight, and... You get the picture. I started small, always thinking in terms of 10lb increments. I would say "now I'm in the 180 range!" But, at the same time I would always acknowledge "imagine what it feels to be in the 170s!" I became obsessed.
I weighed myself everyday for motivation and penciled the number onto the wall above the scale in my bathroom. This mentality caused me to progressively eat less and less as it provided true results fast. By February I was 160lbs and eating, no drinking, coffee for breakfast, having a 150 calorie "low carb" protein bar for lunch, and consuming half of my plate filled with whatever my mother was cooking for dinner. I couldn't go further than that, and I was disappointed at still being in the 160s (now of course wanting to hit the 150s). At this point I started going to the gym.
I would go on the Elliptical Machine from 30 minutes to one hour whenever I was in the mood (usually maybe 3 times a week). I hit 156, and again stalled. At this point I figured I ought to get "real" answers. My local gym offered a free one hour personal training session that I took advantage of. Immediately Chris asked me what I eat, what my activity level was like, what I liked about myself and what I didn't like. After talking about my diet (which I under exaggerated as I was embarrassed about how little I was eating), Chris told me I had to eat more. He also went through some basic weight exercises on the machines throughout the gym. Overall though he recommended simply to "keep it up" while adding a little strength training and eating more.
Following his advice I ramped up my diet to include more food. I was still obsessed with the scale so I monitored the weight to make sure I didn't go up over consecutive days (something I was extremely scared of was gaining my lost weight back). After increasing my exercise (3-5 times a week now and including lifting weights on the machines) and eating more my weight seemed to stay level. I was not satisfied.
At this point it was ending my senior year and I was 155lbs. I decided to do some research. I participated in many forums (you may even recognize me). What I found was that I had to eat A LOT more, should exercise with more intensity, and stop the machines and do some serious weight lifting using free weights. I did all this. The one thing I did not do is increase my carbohydrates.
I was such a strong believer of the "low carb craze" because of how I DID lose weight, pounds and pounds of weight, by eating less but also by eating very little carbohydrates. I was pointed to FitDay during my research, and started a profile. It is here (fitday link not posted due to restriction) that you can see my macro ratio was 50% protein, 30% fat, 20% carbohydrates (you may have to scroll back to earlier entries as I haven't updated since college). You can also see that in truth I still was not eating enough. But, with all these changes, my weight did drop. I should also note that I did take a few progress pictures during this time. They can be viewed at (image link not posted due to restriction). I look better now, but don't have anything recent. I will be taking one soon and plan to consistently every week first thing in the morning on Sunday.
I hit 145lbs around mid-summer and have stayed at the weight ever since. I am fairly satisfied with it. Also, during the summer months I picked up an Omron Handheld Fat Analyzer. It placed me at 9-10% Body Fat consistently. I had a few more personal training sessions where I was given a caliper test which confirmed the 9-10% Body Fat. This was shockingly lower than I expected as I couldn't really see my abs even if flexed. I was also given other tests and my heart rate was found to incredibly low ~40 while my core seemed to severely lack in strength (again two other things that shocked me as I didn't think I had that great of a fitness level since 1 mile runs took it all out of me and I thought I had a stronger core since I can do planks for 2-3 minutes easy). Besides some further advice that I did integrate here and there, things stayed pretty much the same though I did start to eat a little more (2000-2250 calories now, but still "low carb").
At this point I started college. For a long time nothing really changed. I did have to eat different foods because of my dining plan. I also had to estimate the amount of food (before I was measuring it down to every calorie) and switch from five meals a day to three. I kept the scale though and kept the body fat analyzer (which now was reporting me at 7% BF). Using these two tools I made sure that my weight did not go up which became my standard for measuring how much I should eat.
After starting college I picked up Tae Kwon Do (now a yellow belt - woot!), which became some extra light to moderate cardio twice a week for an hour. I also started to walk very fast with a 30lb backpack around school, which I'm sure added to some decent exercise as well. After 8-10 weeks into the college life I noticed myself losing motivation and losing energy. I still kept up with the gym workouts (as outlined on my FitDay before I stopped recording), but they were becoming harder without any performance increases. So, I did some more research online.
My diet changed. That's what seemed to be the conclusion, change your diet. I followed the advice, still weighing in on the scale to make sure I was staying in range of my weight (still scared of gaining weight). I started to eat more. I increased my carbohydrates significantly. Later on I will outline what I ate today, but I imagine it is in the 2500-3000 calorie range. All of this did increase my energy as I hoped. Even better, my weight remained approximately the same as well as my body fat. One of the great perks was that I started to notice some outline and definition on my stomach for the first real time. I moved up the weights and increased my intensity on cardio days, feeling better about it all. And here I am today.
The question is now where to go? I have yet to organize this in a well thought out manner, but here are my goals. I want to be fit. The philosophy of "CrossFit" is what I would describe as my outcome, but I do not like the means. I don't like the randomized work out of the day methodology, instead preferring some form of routine as this way I can easily see performance gains for motivation. Those are my broad goals.
Specifically I want the following. I want to stay the same weight (or increase it slightly as long as it does not sacrifice performance in other non-lifting areas and does not increase body fat). I want to either stay the same body fat or lower it. I want to see abs and I mean really see them. I want to see no curl of fat when I bend over. I want to be ripped through every vein and muscle on my body. I want to bench my body weight. I want to squat and deadlift 200lbs. I do not want to be daunted by any "run test". This means I want a significantly above average mile time and want to have no fear of long distance running. I do not want to be daunted by any "fitness test". This means I want no fear of a pushup test, chin-up test, crunch test, squat test, any test. I want to be confident that I could pass any physical fitness test with flying colors. I want to take up a sport and be able to play at an active and energetic level. I want to be a fitness monster.
With that said, here is what I'm doing to get there (not including diet as there is some routine to it, but it does not vary as I am in college and do not have complete control ? diet WILL be posted daily though). I should mention regarding the diet that I drink nothing but water or carbonated water, and I drink TONS of it - way more than enough I'm sure. I also do drink coffee purely for the taste (the caffeine seems to have little effect on me). I drink it guaranteed in the mornings and sometimes during the day or night (no it doesn't keep me up).
Standard Stretching Routines:
Mornings "Morn Stretching":
8sec Quadriceps Stretch on each leg
8sec Crossed-Leg Touch Toes Stretch on each leg
8sec Elevated Leg Touch Toes Stretch on each leg
8sec Arm and Shoulder Pulled Across Chest on each arm
8sec Hand Down Spine Triceps Stretch on each arm
5 Forward Arm Circles
5 Backward Arm Circles
Before Cardio Workouts "Pre-Cardio Stretching":
15sec Quadriceps Stretch on each leg
15sec Crossed-Leg Touch Toes Stretch on each leg
15sec Elevated Leg Touch Toes Stretch on each leg
15sec Arm and Shoulder Pulled Across Chest on each arm
15sec Hand Down Spine Triceps Stretch on each arm
10 Forward Arm Circles
10 Backward Arm Circles
After Cardio Workouts "Post-Cardio Stretching":
15sec Quadriceps Stretch on each leg
15sec Crossed-Leg Touch Toes Stretch on each leg
15sec One Leg Out, Other Bent Touch Outstretched Leg's Toes Stretch on each leg
15sec Arm and Shoulder Pulled Across Chest on each arm
15sec Hand Down Spine Triceps Stretch on each arm
10 Forward Arm Circles
10 Backward Arm Circles
Standard Gym Routines:
Mondays & Thursdays "MonThur Lifting":
Warmup: 5min 75rpm Elliptical Machine
3x5 Squats 135lbs
1min rest between sets
3x5 Deadlifts 135lbs
1min rest between sets
3x5 Bench Press 105lbs
1min rest between sets
3x10 Standing DB Alternating(5reps each arm) Bicep Curl 25lbs
30sec rest between sets
3x10 Rope Tricep Pushdown 30lbs
30sec rest between sets
3x10 Standing DB Shoulder Press 20
30sec rest between sets
3x10 Bent-Over DB Rows 20
30sec rest between sets
3x10 "Shoulder" Inclined Pushups with hands on bench, feet on ground
5 "Knuckle" Pushups on level ground between sets
3x17 Declined Sit-Ups (last set until failure - usually around 20)
30sec rest between sets
Tuesdays & Fridays "TueFri Cardio":
"Pre-Cardio Stretching"
1.5mile 1(flat) incline 8.3mph Treadmill Machine
20min Elliptical Machine
Starting at 60-65rpm and increasing in 5rpm increments every 5min
Last 1min sprint at 80+rpm.
10min 3-6(randomly alternating) incline 4mph Treadmill Machine
"Post-Cardio Stretching"
Wednesday "Wed Cardio":
"Pre-Cardio Stretching"
Warmup: 4min resistance 65-70rpm Elliptical Machine
2min 1(lowest)resistance
2min 2resistance
16min HIIT Elliptical Machine
1:15min 85-90rpm
45sec 65-70rpm
Increase resistance by 1 after every interval (causing last interval to be 10resistance)
10min 3-6(randomly alternating) incline 4mph Treadmill Machine
"Post-Cardio Stretching"
There is the general idea. Now it is time for my first journal entry.
Hello.
A little over a year ago I couldn't care less about my body. I was 17, starting my senior year in high school, 5'6.5" and weighed 210lbs. In September, I'm not quite sure how, but something changed and I started to care. My goal? To lose weight, and keep losing weight, and keep losing weight, and... You get the picture. I started small, always thinking in terms of 10lb increments. I would say "now I'm in the 180 range!" But, at the same time I would always acknowledge "imagine what it feels to be in the 170s!" I became obsessed.
I weighed myself everyday for motivation and penciled the number onto the wall above the scale in my bathroom. This mentality caused me to progressively eat less and less as it provided true results fast. By February I was 160lbs and eating, no drinking, coffee for breakfast, having a 150 calorie "low carb" protein bar for lunch, and consuming half of my plate filled with whatever my mother was cooking for dinner. I couldn't go further than that, and I was disappointed at still being in the 160s (now of course wanting to hit the 150s). At this point I started going to the gym.
I would go on the Elliptical Machine from 30 minutes to one hour whenever I was in the mood (usually maybe 3 times a week). I hit 156, and again stalled. At this point I figured I ought to get "real" answers. My local gym offered a free one hour personal training session that I took advantage of. Immediately Chris asked me what I eat, what my activity level was like, what I liked about myself and what I didn't like. After talking about my diet (which I under exaggerated as I was embarrassed about how little I was eating), Chris told me I had to eat more. He also went through some basic weight exercises on the machines throughout the gym. Overall though he recommended simply to "keep it up" while adding a little strength training and eating more.
Following his advice I ramped up my diet to include more food. I was still obsessed with the scale so I monitored the weight to make sure I didn't go up over consecutive days (something I was extremely scared of was gaining my lost weight back). After increasing my exercise (3-5 times a week now and including lifting weights on the machines) and eating more my weight seemed to stay level. I was not satisfied.
At this point it was ending my senior year and I was 155lbs. I decided to do some research. I participated in many forums (you may even recognize me). What I found was that I had to eat A LOT more, should exercise with more intensity, and stop the machines and do some serious weight lifting using free weights. I did all this. The one thing I did not do is increase my carbohydrates.
I was such a strong believer of the "low carb craze" because of how I DID lose weight, pounds and pounds of weight, by eating less but also by eating very little carbohydrates. I was pointed to FitDay during my research, and started a profile. It is here (fitday link not posted due to restriction) that you can see my macro ratio was 50% protein, 30% fat, 20% carbohydrates (you may have to scroll back to earlier entries as I haven't updated since college). You can also see that in truth I still was not eating enough. But, with all these changes, my weight did drop. I should also note that I did take a few progress pictures during this time. They can be viewed at (image link not posted due to restriction). I look better now, but don't have anything recent. I will be taking one soon and plan to consistently every week first thing in the morning on Sunday.
I hit 145lbs around mid-summer and have stayed at the weight ever since. I am fairly satisfied with it. Also, during the summer months I picked up an Omron Handheld Fat Analyzer. It placed me at 9-10% Body Fat consistently. I had a few more personal training sessions where I was given a caliper test which confirmed the 9-10% Body Fat. This was shockingly lower than I expected as I couldn't really see my abs even if flexed. I was also given other tests and my heart rate was found to incredibly low ~40 while my core seemed to severely lack in strength (again two other things that shocked me as I didn't think I had that great of a fitness level since 1 mile runs took it all out of me and I thought I had a stronger core since I can do planks for 2-3 minutes easy). Besides some further advice that I did integrate here and there, things stayed pretty much the same though I did start to eat a little more (2000-2250 calories now, but still "low carb").
At this point I started college. For a long time nothing really changed. I did have to eat different foods because of my dining plan. I also had to estimate the amount of food (before I was measuring it down to every calorie) and switch from five meals a day to three. I kept the scale though and kept the body fat analyzer (which now was reporting me at 7% BF). Using these two tools I made sure that my weight did not go up which became my standard for measuring how much I should eat.
After starting college I picked up Tae Kwon Do (now a yellow belt - woot!), which became some extra light to moderate cardio twice a week for an hour. I also started to walk very fast with a 30lb backpack around school, which I'm sure added to some decent exercise as well. After 8-10 weeks into the college life I noticed myself losing motivation and losing energy. I still kept up with the gym workouts (as outlined on my FitDay before I stopped recording), but they were becoming harder without any performance increases. So, I did some more research online.
My diet changed. That's what seemed to be the conclusion, change your diet. I followed the advice, still weighing in on the scale to make sure I was staying in range of my weight (still scared of gaining weight). I started to eat more. I increased my carbohydrates significantly. Later on I will outline what I ate today, but I imagine it is in the 2500-3000 calorie range. All of this did increase my energy as I hoped. Even better, my weight remained approximately the same as well as my body fat. One of the great perks was that I started to notice some outline and definition on my stomach for the first real time. I moved up the weights and increased my intensity on cardio days, feeling better about it all. And here I am today.
The question is now where to go? I have yet to organize this in a well thought out manner, but here are my goals. I want to be fit. The philosophy of "CrossFit" is what I would describe as my outcome, but I do not like the means. I don't like the randomized work out of the day methodology, instead preferring some form of routine as this way I can easily see performance gains for motivation. Those are my broad goals.
Specifically I want the following. I want to stay the same weight (or increase it slightly as long as it does not sacrifice performance in other non-lifting areas and does not increase body fat). I want to either stay the same body fat or lower it. I want to see abs and I mean really see them. I want to see no curl of fat when I bend over. I want to be ripped through every vein and muscle on my body. I want to bench my body weight. I want to squat and deadlift 200lbs. I do not want to be daunted by any "run test". This means I want a significantly above average mile time and want to have no fear of long distance running. I do not want to be daunted by any "fitness test". This means I want no fear of a pushup test, chin-up test, crunch test, squat test, any test. I want to be confident that I could pass any physical fitness test with flying colors. I want to take up a sport and be able to play at an active and energetic level. I want to be a fitness monster.
With that said, here is what I'm doing to get there (not including diet as there is some routine to it, but it does not vary as I am in college and do not have complete control ? diet WILL be posted daily though). I should mention regarding the diet that I drink nothing but water or carbonated water, and I drink TONS of it - way more than enough I'm sure. I also do drink coffee purely for the taste (the caffeine seems to have little effect on me). I drink it guaranteed in the mornings and sometimes during the day or night (no it doesn't keep me up).
Standard Stretching Routines:
Mornings "Morn Stretching":
8sec Quadriceps Stretch on each leg
8sec Crossed-Leg Touch Toes Stretch on each leg
8sec Elevated Leg Touch Toes Stretch on each leg
8sec Arm and Shoulder Pulled Across Chest on each arm
8sec Hand Down Spine Triceps Stretch on each arm
5 Forward Arm Circles
5 Backward Arm Circles
Before Cardio Workouts "Pre-Cardio Stretching":
15sec Quadriceps Stretch on each leg
15sec Crossed-Leg Touch Toes Stretch on each leg
15sec Elevated Leg Touch Toes Stretch on each leg
15sec Arm and Shoulder Pulled Across Chest on each arm
15sec Hand Down Spine Triceps Stretch on each arm
10 Forward Arm Circles
10 Backward Arm Circles
After Cardio Workouts "Post-Cardio Stretching":
15sec Quadriceps Stretch on each leg
15sec Crossed-Leg Touch Toes Stretch on each leg
15sec One Leg Out, Other Bent Touch Outstretched Leg's Toes Stretch on each leg
15sec Arm and Shoulder Pulled Across Chest on each arm
15sec Hand Down Spine Triceps Stretch on each arm
10 Forward Arm Circles
10 Backward Arm Circles
Standard Gym Routines:
Mondays & Thursdays "MonThur Lifting":
Warmup: 5min 75rpm Elliptical Machine
3x5 Squats 135lbs
1min rest between sets
3x5 Deadlifts 135lbs
1min rest between sets
3x5 Bench Press 105lbs
1min rest between sets
3x10 Standing DB Alternating(5reps each arm) Bicep Curl 25lbs
30sec rest between sets
3x10 Rope Tricep Pushdown 30lbs
30sec rest between sets
3x10 Standing DB Shoulder Press 20
30sec rest between sets
3x10 Bent-Over DB Rows 20
30sec rest between sets
3x10 "Shoulder" Inclined Pushups with hands on bench, feet on ground
5 "Knuckle" Pushups on level ground between sets
3x17 Declined Sit-Ups (last set until failure - usually around 20)
30sec rest between sets
Tuesdays & Fridays "TueFri Cardio":
"Pre-Cardio Stretching"
1.5mile 1(flat) incline 8.3mph Treadmill Machine
20min Elliptical Machine
Starting at 60-65rpm and increasing in 5rpm increments every 5min
Last 1min sprint at 80+rpm.
10min 3-6(randomly alternating) incline 4mph Treadmill Machine
"Post-Cardio Stretching"
Wednesday "Wed Cardio":
"Pre-Cardio Stretching"
Warmup: 4min resistance 65-70rpm Elliptical Machine
2min 1(lowest)resistance
2min 2resistance
16min HIIT Elliptical Machine
1:15min 85-90rpm
45sec 65-70rpm
Increase resistance by 1 after every interval (causing last interval to be 10resistance)
10min 3-6(randomly alternating) incline 4mph Treadmill Machine
"Post-Cardio Stretching"
There is the general idea. Now it is time for my first journal entry.
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