My name is Kelly and I will turn 50 this week. I have struggled with my weight since having my children. I also suffer from depression and anxiety which doesn't help my eating habits or motivation. I've tried all the fad diets,yo yo dieting. Nothing has worked. Don't get me wrong the weight came off but then I put it right back on. I have 3 grandchildren that are all very young and I would like to be around to see them grow up and to be able to do things with them. I have looked into Optifast and I feel it's my best choice because of the convenience. I currently weigh 240 and hope to lose close to 100 pounds. I weighed 150 as a senior in high school. My biggest fear is when I go back to incorporating real food in my diet that I will become a failure and regain any weight I lost. I go for the Optifast orientation tomorrow at noon. I'm scared and excited at the same time.