addy_littlfirefox
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Hi,
Not going to mention the obvious, but I'm currently at 93 kilos for 1m75 (200 pounds or so) which isn't that great…
I have been overweight for a long time, just a tad (a little chubby bunny kid essentially. nothing too bad) until end of 8th grade where I stopped exercising (I used to very very active) and ate a lot more. I've gotten bigger and bigger, had some vain attempts at weight loss, that made me lose 10 kilos and put back on 20 in the following months. I'm in 12th now, and I eat for 2. Better than before, where I'd eat 3000 cal in one sitting. But I'm noneless at my worst weight ever RIGHT NOW.
Since September I've started hitting the gym 3-4 times a week for 1 to 2h. Typically do a lot of intense cardio and those kind of stuff. But well I haven't lost anything, in fact I gained like 2 kilos. Yikes xC
I'm tired of living the plus size life, I want to be slimmer. A lot slimmer.
Anyway, I'm interested in getting a few tips and tricks out of this site to be able to not fall for temptation (I'm bad at that, lol), to make the best out of my work outs, how to stay within calorie budget (1200-1400 not more) without feeling "hunger pangs", to stop putting it tomorrow and all that. I need lots of help (I sound desperate. I kinda am).
I also have a will problem. I consciously want it anyway. But I often forget my objectives, and only when I remember it I'm like "oh fuck". The other obstacle is me losing my tits and ass (I'm a B cup. It's going to probs drop to an A??). And because of that often I get mixed up in my goals; don't know weather I should want a healthy weight with an ugly imperfect body (I won't likely have tits, and all that as I said before, with fatter thighs) or a almost starved pro ana worthy body (which in my opinion will make me seem less defective. I'm not talking skeleton, just thig gap, thin, not bony. It will make other girls envious in ways I never can. I will feel less like a loser). Anyway, I'd say im leaning towards the thinner one.
Anyway my goal weight would be: 52 kilos (very very slightly underweight. But not less than that. ) If I like myself better before that milestone, than I'll stop.
Not going to mention the obvious, but I'm currently at 93 kilos for 1m75 (200 pounds or so) which isn't that great…
I have been overweight for a long time, just a tad (a little chubby bunny kid essentially. nothing too bad) until end of 8th grade where I stopped exercising (I used to very very active) and ate a lot more. I've gotten bigger and bigger, had some vain attempts at weight loss, that made me lose 10 kilos and put back on 20 in the following months. I'm in 12th now, and I eat for 2. Better than before, where I'd eat 3000 cal in one sitting. But I'm noneless at my worst weight ever RIGHT NOW.
Since September I've started hitting the gym 3-4 times a week for 1 to 2h. Typically do a lot of intense cardio and those kind of stuff. But well I haven't lost anything, in fact I gained like 2 kilos. Yikes xC
I'm tired of living the plus size life, I want to be slimmer. A lot slimmer.
Anyway, I'm interested in getting a few tips and tricks out of this site to be able to not fall for temptation (I'm bad at that, lol), to make the best out of my work outs, how to stay within calorie budget (1200-1400 not more) without feeling "hunger pangs", to stop putting it tomorrow and all that. I need lots of help (I sound desperate. I kinda am).
I also have a will problem. I consciously want it anyway. But I often forget my objectives, and only when I remember it I'm like "oh fuck". The other obstacle is me losing my tits and ass (I'm a B cup. It's going to probs drop to an A??). And because of that often I get mixed up in my goals; don't know weather I should want a healthy weight with an ugly imperfect body (I won't likely have tits, and all that as I said before, with fatter thighs) or a almost starved pro ana worthy body (which in my opinion will make me seem less defective. I'm not talking skeleton, just thig gap, thin, not bony. It will make other girls envious in ways I never can. I will feel less like a loser). Anyway, I'd say im leaning towards the thinner one.
Anyway my goal weight would be: 52 kilos (very very slightly underweight. But not less than that. ) If I like myself better before that milestone, than I'll stop.
