wildskyz
New member
Hello everyone, Im back again. Not sure how many ppl are still around from when I was here 3yrs ago, but I have seen a couple of familiar faces.
Unfortunately, after having lost nearly 34kgs on Cohens, I went overseas and once I returned, I had slipped off the wagon, and just couldnt seem to get back on completely. I swore I would never put this weight back on. What a joke! Not only have I done that, Ive also added a few extra kilos for good measure. What a failure.
People saw me when I was slim and trim, constantly telling me how amazing I was. And now, after not seeing them for some time, I have to face them...looking just splendid at 114kgs. YUK!!!!! The humility. The degradation.
Had an appointment at a surgeons office 2 weeks ago. 2nd opinion on my knee. Worst thing I could have done. The moment he walked in and looked at me, he told me there was nothing wrong with me other than being too fat. He demanded I tell him my weight. He asked me why I wasnt at a gym. He then wrote a letter back to my GP telling her I was too fat, nothing wrong with me at all other than I overeat and need to see a nutritionist. He never once asked me about my history etc.... Didnt ask if the knee was stuffed before I gained the weight..nothing at all. I walked out of there feeling like a piece of crap he scraped off his shoe. I have never been so mortified. I just wanted to die.
So, for the past 2 wks, everytime I thought of that day, I would burst out crying. I was too embaressed to tell my family what he said. But, I finally figured, I could just sit here and feel sorry for myself or do something about it. It is absolutely a fact that I need to lose weight. No arguement there, its just not the initial cause to my situation and he really was an awful man.
So, day 3 of Cohens and feeling inspired.
Hope everyone is having a thin day.
Cheers, Regina
Unfortunately, after having lost nearly 34kgs on Cohens, I went overseas and once I returned, I had slipped off the wagon, and just couldnt seem to get back on completely. I swore I would never put this weight back on. What a joke! Not only have I done that, Ive also added a few extra kilos for good measure. What a failure.
People saw me when I was slim and trim, constantly telling me how amazing I was. And now, after not seeing them for some time, I have to face them...looking just splendid at 114kgs. YUK!!!!! The humility. The degradation.
Had an appointment at a surgeons office 2 weeks ago. 2nd opinion on my knee. Worst thing I could have done. The moment he walked in and looked at me, he told me there was nothing wrong with me other than being too fat. He demanded I tell him my weight. He asked me why I wasnt at a gym. He then wrote a letter back to my GP telling her I was too fat, nothing wrong with me at all other than I overeat and need to see a nutritionist. He never once asked me about my history etc.... Didnt ask if the knee was stuffed before I gained the weight..nothing at all. I walked out of there feeling like a piece of crap he scraped off his shoe. I have never been so mortified. I just wanted to die.
So, for the past 2 wks, everytime I thought of that day, I would burst out crying. I was too embaressed to tell my family what he said. But, I finally figured, I could just sit here and feel sorry for myself or do something about it. It is absolutely a fact that I need to lose weight. No arguement there, its just not the initial cause to my situation and he really was an awful man.
So, day 3 of Cohens and feeling inspired.
Hope everyone is having a thin day.
Cheers, Regina