Addicted to Food but Losing!

Epi1

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Hi all -

I'm 25, 5'6 and when starting on my 'latest diet' was at my highest weight of 314lbs.

I'm a food junkie, love the taste, love the comfort it brings.

At my highest weight, I decided enough was enough, I have to do something. Being diets before was about vanity - I tried everything low carb, low fat, low calorie, not eating, taking pills - some of those things worked for awhile, but obviously I gained it all back and learned nothing. Right now, I feel losing weight is about health. Removing the excess weight from my joints, my spine, allowing my heart to not have to pump so hard and giving myself a chance to have children in the future - being a healthy parent.

I sought help from a professional, a bariatics doctor, who has a weight loss clinic and is well respected by viritually every other doctor I've ever seen in this area. The clinic has doctors, registered dietitions, nurses, physical therapists who can help with getting exercise started the right way .. etc. They monitor your health through blood work every 10-15 lost, ekg every 30-40lbs lost, and a body composition analysis every 6 weeks. You see a doctor, registered nurse, or dietition each week - all of which are so kind and helpful - you gain weight, they don't 'yell' at you or lecture. They provide you with your own book, with information, each week you learn a new lesson (be it about exercise, water, fiber, etc..), they have their own 'foods' you can buy - but have been supportive in finding 'real world' foods that still meet their nutrition rules. You are on a ton of supplements and vitamins. For me, they have put me on a rapid weight loss plan. This will get weight off of me quickly to make exercising easier and then begin to bring the levels of food intake up as I lose.

I am on 800 calories, 115 g of protein, < 50 carbs, <30 fat grams, at least 20 grams of fiber ... per day. The plan is easy to stick to if you purchase their foods, however it can be very expensive - so they have helped me find real world foods. Sodium is not important because with the number of calories and protein, you actually need double the amount of sodium than a normal 'diet' - otherwise your body will get enough sodium.

Typical days meals for me is:

Breakfast: carbsmart yogurt
1/2c egg beaters (plain, chives or ham/cheese depends)

Snack: low fat string cheese, or one of their bars or snack mixes

Lunch: One of their shakes (chocolate or vanilla) - btw these taste nothing like those other crappy shakes you get off the shelf. These are ACTUALLY GOOD - vanilla is like a vanilla cone at mcdonalds taste, chocolate is like REAL chocolate milk. Lunch also consists of 1/4-1/2 c egg beaters, or maybe 1/2 a grilled chicken breast.

Snack: One of their bars or snack mixes, or string cheese or carbsmart yogurt

Dinner: 1 grilled chicken breast (or one of their meal replacements), 1/2c cottage cheese

Snack: carbsmart yogurt, or one of their snack replacements, or string cheese, or 1 portion of beef jerky (SCORE!)

I can have all of the pickles I want - so I stock up on those yummy clausen crunchy pickles, sugar free jello, any flavor of water I want (lol), I make my own sugar freec/carb free ice pops - to help cut down on ice cream cravings and to give me something 'sweet'. I can also have all of the salsa I want (compare to Pace) - though the only things I have that I could put it on are the eggs or the chicken. So sometimes I put a piece of low fat swiss cheese on the chicken breast melt it and then add a bit of salsa.

Of course, insurance companies do not pay for any of of the medical tests nor any of the food supplements, all out of pocket. However, I am finding that if you add up the amount you spend on groceries and then add up the amount you spend ($2 here, $10 there etc ) on fast food or other eating out times or vending machine meals or buying from the girl scouts ... I'm not spending that much more. I've had to cut a few things, I figure I make my body healthier then I can live without cable tv for awhile.

The first week I lost 7lbs, second week I lost 3lbs, third week I lost 4lbs, fourth week I gained 4lbs (friends wedding, I lost all control), fifth week I lost 7lbs (really tightened down on the diet and stuck with it with very little cheating/binging) and now sixth week I'm sitting at 2lbs but have 3 more days before doctor appointment.

Just had blood work done last week, will find out the results this week. Hopefully my LDL is 'better' and my blood sugar levels are down. My first appointment with the doctor I was sitting at boardline diabetic. Very scary. I'm hoping for the levels to be way down.

I'm doing very poorly with my supplements and vitamins. I have 6 multi-vitamins to take a day, 5 omega3s, 2 calcium, 6 vitamin D pills (my body was dangerously deficient, who knew). So I need to make more of an effort here.

My cravings are not as bad - in the beginning I constantly dreamed about binging on hardees thickburgers. It was sad. It's summer so I have a lot of food cravings for chocolate and ice cream.

According to my first body composition analysis - my body needs to first lose about 100lbs to level out all of the different things that make up your body. From there, I'm assuming its next reading will tell me that my next goal will be another 50-60lbs

Anyway - I've ranted enough. That's my story!

Epi
 
wow....I don't know how you do it.

Wow, 800 calories...that's not a lot of calories to survive on. I think I burn over 800 calories at the gym! Anyway, you must have a lot of willpower to only eat a chicken breast for supper. I think supper is my biggest "craving" meal where I go carb crazy. Anyway, good luck to you and congrats on your recent weight loss :D
 
I thought that too when I first started, but you have to look at the 115g of protein - I would never do something this drastic on my own without medical supervision.

For dinner usually a chicken breast, 1/2 cottage cheese, pickles, maybe a cheese string or slice of low fat swiss cheese ... I've learned to really TASTE my food and fully chew it. I don't think that ppl really think about that when they are eating. But to really cut up your food, take a piece and really taste it and chew it completely.

It's hard. Can't lie. I cheat. But I try!
 
Hi, Epi! Welcome to the forum! Congratulations on your weight loss so far! When I joined this forum two weeks ago, I was at my heaviest also - 280 pounds. I've only lost 2.5 pounds so far, but the support and encouragement you get here is awesome! Sounds like you have lots of motivation, so good luck!
 
Congratulations on your weightloss!!

It is a good thing you found something that worked for you. I think it must be very hard to be on a 800 cal. diet, specially if you are getting so many cal. with only shakes. I know I couldnt do this weightloss method for a long time, no matter how good the results are. It could be that this method can work for you because then you dont have the food issue to deal with, because you are mostly getting nutrition from shakes, instead of food.

I love food, no doubt about that, and I was also a food addict big time.... Luckily I found a method that works for me, a foodplan that involves eating a lot of food low in calories (veggies and fruit) plus all other kinds of food, except anything with sugar in it. This is how my day looks like:
Breakfast: 1-2 oz bread with butterspread and 0.5 oz marmelade made only with fruit. 1 fruit. 17 oz of water.
Lunch: 4.3 oz protein (meat-fish), 11-13 oz vegetables, 1 oz bread, 17 oz water.
Snack (optional): 1 fruit, possible dairy products, extra vegetables if I feel hungry. 17 oz of water.
Dinner: 6 oz protein, 11-13 oz vegetables (sometimes I make sauce with it, from my dairy products portion)
Late night snack: All the fruit I have left in my daily portion (normally 1-3 fruits) plus the dairy products I have left of my daily portion (f.ex. 5 oz of youghurt). Plus all this I always have 0.7 oz of fats or oils (f. ex. to butter my bread, use in deserts etc.) and I have portions that include stock, ketchup etc. I have calculated my daily portions to be 1200-1700 calories a day.

In my first 6 weeks I lost weight very rapidly, and the total loss of my first 6 weeks were over 30 lbs, and I have lost in all 81.5 lbs in 5 months and 3 weeks, and I have on top of that decided that this is how I am going to eat for the rest of my life. That is: when I reach idealweight I will eat very similarly, only with maintenance calories. I am not telling you this to discourage you in any way, or to make your loss insignificant. I just want to show you that it is also possible to lose weight by eating over 800 calories a day. Good luck with your weightloss, keep up the good work :)
 
Thanks Heidi - keep in mind I only have one shake a day at lunch which is only 90 of my calories in a day. The rest of the foods I eat are 'real foods' or are protein supplement foods (such as protein soups, snacks, bars, etc ..).

My doctor will keep me on this nutrition plan until he gets me to a more healthy weight (which is NOT the goal weight, but a weight that my body can function on better), then he will move me to 1000 cals and balance out my carbs, protein, fats to match that calorie level. Then eventually we will continue to move and balance my daily values as my weight decreases, health improves until we reach daily values that maintains my weight. This teaches me I think to respect food more also.

Thanks!
Brandy
 
Hi to you epi! Just want to say you're doing great and its awesome you have all those professionals to help you through this. I've only been on this forum for 2 days and I love it. :) Glad you came and good luck.
 
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